wow.

i dont even know what the hell im doing on xanga, but im here. sorry about not emailing everyone...and im typing on a german keyboard so this is kind of difficult. i hope to get to an internet cafe soon cuz I do need to do some emailing.

check this out

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oh umlat.

for anyone who reads this, im terribly sorry for not emailing, but i hope to soon. im really not on the computer that much these days...ive got two puppies to deal with. and i have my licence.

And of course my beauiful girlfriend arielle. So, even if you dont think those are good reasons, i am a mere mortal, and those are the reasons I give.

Thanks for understanding

B

theres a tear in the fabric, of your favorite dress, and im sneaking glances....

ooh instincts are misleading. you shouldnt think what your feeling.

death cab for cutie. if death cab for cutie was a woman, id have its babies.

but seriously if you want good music, not maroon (fucking) 5 (DIANEDIANEDIANEDIANEDIANE)

this, love has takenits toll on

NOBODY CARES NOBODY CARES

she said goodbye

I WONDER WHY YOU SLUTMUFFIN

too many times before

AAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

..

Can you tell me why you have been, sooo saaad....

you know a gorup is good when you think of any song they write and it gives you goosebumps. its so good.

ooh instincts are misleading....

postal service and death cab for cutie. same singer. both great.

I, am thinking its a sign, that the freckles in our eyes are mirror images and when we kiss theyre perfectly aligned...

i dont know why whenever i think of that one line... 'theres a tear in the fabric, of your favorite dress, and im sneaking glances...' it just makes me happy. its such a good song.

what else. aveo. oh aveo.

im not reeeady....

and spoon and franz ferdinand and the flaming lips

AIE! so good.

ok. i leave you with this:

'cuz theres no blame, for how our love did slowly fade, and now that its gone, its like it wasnt there at all, and here i lie, where disappointement and regret, collide, lying awake at night.'

so sad. but melencholy has her own shrine in joys temple. Keats told me so:)

b

I JUST COMPLETED AN INTENSE VIOLIN  COURSE IN SWEDEN

i now feel nice and relaxed. until i go to a 3 week violin camp. then ill be tense again. thanks for all the comments, i like reading them, they make me feel warm and squishy inside.

go to ebaumsworld.com, check out the video archives. its so funny, it make you laugh long time. and check out the cartoons too,  then you'll know what i mean when i say

h'ok

and

but i am les tired

:) have a great summer everybody!

ooh, check out the swedish keyboard §½£€¤åöä

hah! so cool.

Its a poem, and I wrote it!

its just a poem, and bears no relation to my current situation

I had to take your picture down,

it was smiling, at me you see...

and itched my skin uncomfortably

I had to laugh really,

it wasn't very funny,

alas what can I do?

Its a pleasure I can afford...

Its my own bit of mental honey...

You told me people change,

Indeed, you said, you were to blame,

with every sigh of discontent I thought I knew,

that what you said somehow held true...

And DID! My God,

Im a changed man!

No Longer, at least, am I "loves" dog,

No longer affection's lightning rod..

Infact, I made a decision I think you'd approve,

I used to think we could rise above

But Im working to get that hope removed,

Besides, were human right? Why dare to dream,

of silly thoughts, vanilla skies,

I thought we'ed live once our life dies..

Oh but now I see,

The cold truth,

thank you for enlightening me!

Its good to know that in the end,

Death proves to be our only friend.

-Have a Nice day:)

B

you'll go stabbing

yourself

in

the neck